Bruce,
Please remember through all life gives us that we are all human beings and all feel the ups and downs of life's journey. I sincerely pray for you every day and night and know that God has your back through this. I feel so powerless to help you except to type in my heartfelt feelings as I read your posts on these forums. Even though I personally do not know you, you are family to me and countless others out here and we all are pulling for you brother. May the grace of God be with you always and please stay strong and fight this illness. If you need ANYTHING, even just an ear to listen, please do not hesitate to contact me. My cell phone # is 919-229-5692. My family and church are all praying for you. You are in my thoughts and prayers every day.