Hey Mark back home from work and thought about my last post to you about being angry and hurt I was not thinking,to busy getting ready for work. I guess I should explain my anger and hurt. here it is as simple as I can. Was a good christain man went to church all the time my whole family. after my wife died all the ladies from church would tell me I need to get on welfare and stay home and take care of my kids. Then many women from all over this country and even Canada would call or stop by and tell me to get on welfare and stay home. but by god there my kids and I will support them. many old ladies turned me in to social services to get my kids taken away from me had one woman that was really trying hard to take them all away from me try to seduce my oldest son and she was married and had 3 kids. So Mark I'm not a christion anymore and all the men I talked to to get there wives off me just wimpered away. BUUUT the good news is I still have all my kids and never got on welfare. Sorry guys but it feels good to get rid of some stress so please for give my ****....