I am deeply sorry for your loss my thoughts go out to you and your family. Cherish your memories of him. Many times we take it for granted that loved ones will always be around until suddenly unexpected they are taken from us. I too lost a relative this week, tho not as close as a brother, he was my 17 yr old cousin, that I coached in soccer when he was very young. He and my son were friends, he played high school football and was in his final year. Everyone he was just a great kid, with alot going for him, but I guess he didn't think so he will be missed a great deal, as I am sure your brother will. This has beena tough week on you, and only time will heal the hurt.