I suck under pressure if she weighs more than 110 I get on top myself!
Just have to learn a different way of doing things, I was the go to guy during a crisis myself but always "tried" to do it calmly, my favorite saying with my guys was "hang on it will be getting stupid around here, just do it and don't ask"
Haha I laugh because that's me. Every special mission, every mission needed off the record and out of sight(nothing illegal of course) , every tough task my unit needs.....falls to me. I've asked why many times. I always get the response that it's because I always produce successful results. The amount maybe has finally crossed the line and added to the stress level to an unhealthy level?
Maybe this is all a sign that it's time to hang it up